Appreciated

I feel troubled =(

I accidentally read something from one of my teachers yg made me realized how hard it is for them mcm kn help us and all~ And we've done nothing to help~ Mcm I think menyusahkn th plg lagi =/

Ntah~ I feel like I should do something right now =/

So I just told my classmates if they agree about doing something for all of the teachers yg ajar kami :) Hopefully drg smua mau~ Since I've already pointed out that I'm not asking any $$ from them and maybe if ku sanggup I'll just provide the cards~

To all the teachers out there :)

And the usual "without you... most important job... sacrifice..." speech that we all know~

But I really do appreciate what you guys did :)

I'm sure we all do~

Although I won't deny that sometimes I've said some things or wished or thought or anything that I know a student shouldn't have =p

Well as a person bullehlah kn~ We all have opinions =)

Nene laki was actually an ex-principle of this school =p I can't remember the name -_- Most of my aunts and bungsu followed his steps and became a teacher~

So happy teachers' day! =D

There is two teachers in this world that I truly cannot tell how much they've helped me and changed my life and how much I really appreciate them =)

Without them I wouldn't be here

Without them I wouldn't be able to succeed

Without them I wouldn't be half the person I am today

Without them I don't think I'd care

Of course all my teachers have helped me in a way =) But to me, Ckg Zul and Ckg Tinah were the ones that really reached out =') I am so glad! Psal I was such a uhmm =p Kinda a bad student back then~ And I didn't bother to ask for help or study~

But they both still managed to play their role as a teacher, in fact more than that =') Somehow I feel mcm drg was really trying to help you, not just psal it's their job, and they even treat you as someone worthed wah~ Mcm ntah! =p and I don't think they both realized just how much they've helped us =')

This is Ckg Tinah =)

She is no longer teaching

And she never was my teacher actually

But she is a teacher

And this teacher is in fact my aunt

My aunt who have helped me a lot

Even when I was stubborn or was so lazy or didn't seem to care to ask for it

She was there =')

I was a little girl~

I was not her student~

But she still did everything she could to help me prepare for an exam

I got all As with her help

After all her hard work trying to help me

She still gave me a gift for a success that was really hers

She did more than my own teacher have done

I wouldn't forget her sacrifices

Maybe I was too young to say thank you back then

Years later she's a mother

I had a project and I need a printer

I missed the due date in fact =p

Called last minute and she offered her help

Spent the whole day there trying to finish up my work

Couldn't do it within a day

So I came again the next day

She was busier than the last time I was there

I could sense that she was probably tired

But still, she offered to give a massage =')

I got a B for that subject :)

Maybe I was too shy to show my appreciation back then

So here I am years later

About to have another exam

I hope it'll go well :)

"To my wonderful Angah Tinah

Thank you so much for all you support, love and effort!

Thank you for caring and trying to help,

I may not talk that much,

But know that I truly appreciate all that you've done

♥

♥

♥

-Syimah

And Happy B'lated birthday! =D

May god bless you

&

May there be more teachers like you"

Emo session ends here

K bye!

=p

Victory~

Been so stressed out because of THIS! -_-

Got so fed up with trying to fix whatever it is that needed fixing...

I ended up stressing myself to sleep =p

Nda plg 0:)

Ntah!!~

But annoying! -_-

Oh internet~ Pls work :)

-fixed it-

-connected to the internet-

Oh! Yay!! =')

-less than 5 secs-

-disconnected-

-_-"

But then I woke up this morning with a fresh mind :)

And so I tried it again :)

It didn't work :)

Turned off everything :)

Went down and eat :)

Watch tv :)

Showered :)

Gonna try it again :)

Oh!

Why not try and change the wires :)

There is no wires :)

Only a wire :)

The phone jack! :)

Went down and searched for a new one :)

Went up and tried the new one :)

Waited for some time :)

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Wooohooo!!

It worked!! =')

Well... so far :D

I wake up it's a bad dream, no one on my side

I woke up at exactly 7am today =O

Really early~ "Terbangun" plg bnarnya because I had a bad dream. It was a really weird dream, I actually spent dari tadi merecap on what happened and drew it out, but mcm suspend and panjang so I just saved it and not post it :P Psal I'm really that bad at summarizing, panjang wah once I write, mcm ntah~

I didn't go back to sleep because I cried =/ Instead aku cari arh google apa meaningnya but nda dpt~ This is my first time seeing it in my dreams, 3rd if campur my past experience, inda plg sama but how it made me feel is almost the same~

What the hell am I talking about? =p haha!

Anewah!!

Well awal2 cool plg but something happened~ Atu ane atu ane so mcm makin teruk lh mimpi atu =p

A flock of birds =O Saw this last year arh kami pnya area. Y'know our house bersebalahan dngan my cousin and these two house sja tinggal arh this bukit so mcm marijap lh~ Inda plg deserted, but I mean arh 'bukit' atu kami sja, psal ada plg other houses, and hampir plg~

That pic okay jua, psal mcm drg migrating but yg last year I dunno. My dad ckp drg makan the small birds psal musim hujan yth mcm the birds trabang2 on one spot. And that spot exactly between my house and ka fiqah's =O So hampir wah~ Gnya tinggi~ And I actually recorded it, only I dunno where I saved it -_-

That was my 2nd time, yg my first experience ='O

To be honest ane inda plg sama =p And it's far worst actually~ to me lah~ psal yg the last two baik jua dari jauh and aku cm takut sja psal pelik~ But this one is the worst day of my life!! GILA! ='( I hate that day~ was hoping with all my heart atu mimpi but ='( It was the scariest moment lh and I don't think I'll ever forget it, mcm mental kalee face-to-face dngan fear ku wah ='(

It's not even a day wah, mcm a few hours but seksa ='( and I was alone~ Luckily that time kami mseh ada anty =) Yes~ A maid, I don't like it when people disrespect them because of their low rank job but still, they have feelings and is actually older =) So respect lah sikit -_- Inda jua smua 'jahat' some sja =p

So yea, she kinda saved me =D Kinda have goosebumps reminiscing that time =(

Mcm messy apa yg ku ckp ane =p Inda make sense? Haha!! Biarcia~ ;p

What time is it

I've been sleeping a lot lately =p

And It's annoying because I lost a lot of time and I'm a little worried about it. Cam yesterday I went home after 5pm, showered, eat, and I was tired so I fell asleep early~ Woke up somewhere after 11 then a few hours later fell asleep again~ My body woke me up aroud 8-ish today, got up, turned off the lights then continued with my sleep~ and I ended up bangun akhir lagi tadi at 2pm -_-

Sooooo~ Total I think aku tidur 12hours+ =/ It's nothing plg but it's been happening daily mcm unnecessary sleep bah~ Tidur yg awal2 atu acceptable jua psl naleh but then yg later2 atu wah~

Now I'm kinda feeling down, psal I don't know what to do~ I'm so lost in time =p Psal rasanya macam pukul 10 pagi mseh and my engine alum panas~ And I haven't done anything yet so ntah ngapa pelik rasanya~ The house sunyi, mum, Mia and dad jalan~ sis and bro dlm bilik~ I feel so alone~ seh! =p

I should do something so bye! =D

Exam week

This is what I was telling you about yesterday

I still do :)

Woah~ That sounded cheesy and probably lame 0=)

Well I told you it's suspend 'VrAvIsHiLy' :D

"Dui~ sekadar~" =p

And...

That's probably why, because~ I missed all that for awhile :)

I have 5 more papers for QE! I just hope I get enough marks to make it through and not be a private candidate =( AMIN~ I didn't study last minute, in fact I "didn't study" and that's kinda annoying :D I tried but the tilam is so very comfortable~

ktily ♥

We get 'itu mata'-dia

The dry-run went... =/

I was kinda disappointed, there were only 4 of us when I expected 6, but sokay2~ But I waited an hour+ till baruth ada yg dtg, drg meet arh tempat lain rupanya, when I specifically said meet arh canteen =( So membazir sja masa, nda practice and that thing even start akhir ;/ Kata 9 start, pukul 11 juanya!! Ntah eyh~ I went home at 11.30

Then I had to come back to school since none of them dpt stay sampai ptg and 'she' said "...if I said ptg, then... I don't care....mesti dtg ptg...blahblah" -_- so it was only me and Widaad, atupun pyh2an since she has work and last2 c Ziana dpt jua ku sruh dtg, I was gonna provide transport for her untuk buat ea dtg plg but last2 ada jua sendiri. Thanks nah! :)

It sucks, ntah eyh, frustrated ku -_- I think someone cried kalee psal 'she' inda mau macam2, no this no that, bnyak kana attack, even bf/gf c wilson. Ntah eyh~ Now even plans ku will be kacau-ed for this thing, gila sabar eyh~

And even the dry-run ptg atu start akhir jua! ;/

I think we are performing on sunday, the teacher didn't reject us, bnyak plg question kna tanya, but ksian ku yg got in but kna cut-off psal apa ea inda mau =/ Cubath bagitau awal2 what it is that you want, naleh2 jua tu the girls practice, baikth nada audition awal2~

And there is a chance ea mau kami perform lagi even if initially 2 kali sja, but antam~ Mesti follow her schedule yg alum pasti ane~ I was smiling the whole time plg sja, but dalam~

'Inda terurus' is all I have to say~

After Widaad balik, me and ziana ke gym~ well ish~ ntah nda jadi masuk psal ramai and c ziana pn kn balik~ So aku kluar secara penakutnya~ Sorry rul =) But I saw you =p haha! Cheered me up a bit :)

Both of us arh netball court, practiced a bit arh tiang netball gol ah ntah ngapa :D Hmm~ that sounded weird, bukan nari tiang lah pokoknya ;) kami nari tarian ayu2(seh!), berdekatan dengan tiang itu lah~ seesee~ =) but c ziana balik cia alum bth atu~ Aku balik at 5 and it was 4.30ish~ and it was really quite, nada urg langsung~ So sorang sja sana

I waited arh the 'tangga seat' and saw ada bula volley~ Main sja arh basketball court and surprisingly aman rasanya, it was siuklh, mcm ntah calming? I guess psal stressed kale, and cm upset and while main2 atu cool down cia~ Needed that time alone =)

There's gonna be another one for tomorrow, I just hope it will be a better day :)

Happy sleeping ♥ =)