Lights on!

Just got back home from tahlil 100 days arh my nene. Am so tired! Something happened td, which I'm not gonna tell :p But I can tell you that just now I didn't realize I was wearing my shirt tebalik~ So secara confident-nya I went down to my parents room to ask for my dad's hard drive/disc? And my mum and Mia was in the room, then...

Mum: Ane lagi sorang, sama jua! Mana ya sadar ne, baju mu atu ah~ tebalik
Mia was 'laughing-out-loud'
Mum: Sdh th bapamu! Waris th bnar eyh!

Then all three of them laughed... Rupanya before I went down my dad sama jua dua kali lima pkai his shirt tebalik td! HAHA! :D Cali wah tu! Almost at the same time :p Ok~ to me calilah~

My room was dark!!!! I was trying out this shirt then tukar balik to my previous shirt, so awulah I couldn't see it! Ntah!! It's been more than a year sdh wh rusak my lamp --'

So yea, I was kinda malu td arh my mum :p Then gtau lah psal the lampu, balik2 sdh becomplain, sanak kale dh kna dangar, aku pun sanak dh kn complain =( yth lama nada beusai --' Neway~ Rupanya after that my dad tarus usai the lamp in my room! :D :D That was mengajut, psal I was changing dbawah, I didn't realize my dad naik kn usai the lamp in my room :o Plus, I didn't really expect my dad to usai, since andang jua wah selalu betunda2~

I was a bit tekajut that my dad naik, I actually don't like anyone coming into my room, it's a MESS! The most untidy room in this house probably~ You can even compare it to the store room :p Kale~ Yth I was NOT in the mood for a lecture or apa when my dad masuk and see the state of my room~ But then nada!! :D HAHA! Nada at all wah ea comment :p Mcm he didn't see anything wrong, I guess immune kale sdh =')

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOTSS!

SO BRIGHT-ER MY ROOM!

WOOOTS!! =')

And GILA! I am so happy! The bulb that I bought last week (the one that Sir Taufik don't allow me to use for my project- huhu! sayang duit ku membali~) ...kena pakai!!!! =') Woots! So happy inda membazir~ But I'm actually happy mostly psal my dad cuba pasang that bulb arh this small lamp yg selama 5 years kami tinggal sini inda pernah bepakai, every room diatas has this lamp, and it worked!! Gila wah! mcm I'm so sakai right now~ 5 years! 5 years wah! And mcm tadi baruth ku first time cuba switch on that lamp pnya switch and something happened! :D It made my room feel a little bit more magical again~

Atu saja~ Bye! :P

HAHA!

Ok~ mcm nada guna this post. Biar tia wah! Peduli ku! :D Kinda lazy and dizzy now. But then there is probably someone that is thinking what the hell am I doing? Shouldn't I be doing my gp project for my presentation right now? Shouldn't I do my research instead of posting this up? :p HAHA! Awuwah~ to that someone, do not worry~ I'm staying up tonight, huhu! ='( Or maybe worry a little~ I might menyeleweng jua mseh :D

Huehuehue! =8) Eleksha!

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What do you do now

Dear anyone, Ijwstbhfm. Ittmta

Sigh... I'm just so close to giving up already. [Deleted everything else]

I'm just gonna have to try and live with this. Ok? :D

Keep yourself together please. You're more than what they think you are. Hold on for a little bit longer ok, everything will be alright :D

Be a friend

Paramore collab on youtube so lawa!! My god =')

Couldn't find a way to embed the video using my phone, boo!! ='( Oh well~ Nanti saja :D I don't know why paramore songs keeps on playing in my head recently. It's addictive! Unfortunately my ipod is not with me! =( Cuai eh! But I am so thankful for what happened then! So sooooo glad ada c Anah to save the day =') Thank you Nah! <3 I owe you a lot!

Gasp! Pure and stats book is in that bag as well =(

Read yourself

Only when you're happy they are there. They don't need you when you're useless & complaining. I know that. You're sad or down? No~ You're so gonna be ditched. They wouldn't care to get involved with that, what were you thinking?! :D Oh boy~ I guess you're own your own. Come on~ everyone has their own problems, everyone has to face their own problems. Only difference is maybe they have support from someone. Dear me~ look at you. Abandoned? Who do you have? Apparently no one so far seems to care eh? :p Aww~ Well that's life kido. You're not alone... HAHA! I lied. You are alone ;)

Let's just hope out of miracle, someone will prove this theory wrong. You would love that now wouldn't you? I kinda sense you're actually begging for it :) How sad...

Want milk tea green tea? =(

Owh~ great! :)

Home alone with him, next door to each other. Both locked.

Fu! I'm hungry!!

Yellow cars!!

I don't know why bnyak yellow cars today, mcm bnyak wah bnar than usual. Even otw to school sdh 5 yellow cars, andang plg every morning tu ada yg 2 buah atu, & sometimes the other two, hee :D But still it was so weird, psal later on I saw more of it. Huhu! Makin rindu wah jadinya~ It always reminds me of Zeerul :)

So today I went to school WITHOUT my bag!! :p Haha! Sekadar~ Biasa plg sdh tu last year during exam or apa, but ane non-exam time wah yth pelik :p

Anyway, I didn't bring my bag psal tinggal in my mum's car because yesterday I went home early, & too desperate to lay down apa, I just left it there. So this morning I didn't realize plg yg bag ku missing :p Haha! My mum plg tu last minute gtau mseh dkerita, but then malas pnya pasal, malas tah ku kn ambil~ padahal ampir :p

Went to school with nothing but me fully clothed!! And my awesome-filled-pencil case plus my files plus some maths book :p Actually all the things that I need are all there plg sdh, d&t nada pyh apa2 since I know there will be a new notes given, physics new practical, ps then no gp, and lastly maths go through sja some questions that I didn't even know we're supposed to do :p Hence, resulting me being so confident in not finding the need to bring the bag :D

My god! Did I just spent 3 paragraphs trying to explain that!? HAHA! Gila boring tu eh! :p

Yea~ I tend to say or write things longer than necessary. Boo! =( My summary skill is very terrible!! But I need to summarize things for my gp test tomorrow --' Hmmph... Gp project not progressing at all. Sucks!! I loved projects & I usually nailed it! Eyyah! Perasan ;) Haha! But the problem now is I no longer have my laptop ='( It's dead!! Huhu! Plus I have no interest in gp at all :p haha! I blame it all on my brother for that. Seriously, last year I like the idea of gp with the projects and all, but then my brother said something & told me to ignore the subject at all cost --' It was kinda annoying psal that ruined it, and I was really influenced by his view when I would've liked it. But then boo! Apa bleh buat, too late. Asal pass sja he said then good enough, then focus on the others.

I know~ I'm getting bored too~ HAHA! :p Ok bye!

Boo! I really really miss someone right now ='( cwtshs! <3 :D

I've got so much love for you darling

The bep song was stuck in my head when I got home today, so youtubed it td while makan so dpt jua dngar kn, dari nda blurus music nya in my head ;) And at that time Mia was there as well, she was listening to the song jua, then she asked me...

Mia: Ka, cuba kaka imagine if abg zeerul nyanyi lagu atu arh kaka. Apa kaka rasa?

Pelik! Haha, that made me smile so wide. Lurus2 wah ;) Ok! Funself sja ku :p

Tunak2 tun nanti lah ah ;)

Doodle mee

I think I will try to use last year pnya doodles into this year pnya carving project!! Why didn't I think of it earlier?! --'

Friday~ Friday~

I can't sleep! I really cannot sleep! Huhu! Seksa psal so paning now ='( And my throat is getting worst! Huhu! I don't want to get sick! Before, I would've said I'd love to so I can skip school, but now I just really don't want that. (Aww~ I'm less malas-er than before =') Finally! So glad about that :D )

Unfortunately, I do still think of not going to school later :p Haha! Sama juanya pmls mseh 2x5, wey! I slept early td because I was so dizzy, didn't get to study for my test, yth :D Then I set my alarm to wake me up at 12, so I have time to decide and think of how I should tell my dad & Hurin about not going to school with only 16c of credit left :p Haha! Sanggup~ Menyasal plg now, psal since then inda mau tdor blik ='( Huhu! And I still haven't decided --'

Dad, Mia & my bro coughing sja recently, drg cuti sdh msatu, my sister damam awal sdh a few weeks ago? Now tinggal me and my mum saja lagi~ Boo! I hope if dman pun it's just a one day thing, I don't want to get sick for esuk! ='(

Bridex starts kemarin! Ertinya my handsome mean man start sdh makin busy and occupied :o Eyyah~ haha! I don't want to kacau him much, the times when he's not busy is usually the time he needs the rest. So as a good girlfriend, I let him rest yes ;D Part of me ada plg mau kn tamak~ but biartia, after all this are done baruth Imma force you to spend time with me!! :D Hopefully tomorrow I get to meet him there, I really really miss him~ Hopefully menjadi smua amin :D

Ok! I am so very very dizzy and very very hungry and very lah very craving for yogurt and kebab right now!! ='( Sigh~ terseliur sja... Paning eyh! Adangth, good night!! Bye!! :D