-_-

This is what I'm feeling now...

...grumpy -_-

Today...What a series of unfortunate events.

Refresh. Cannot. Refresh. Cannot. Refresh. Cannot. Refresh. Cannot.

UK-fc! ;(

Just when I need it most -_-

The lights went off just now, I was alone with my parents. Thankfully both of them stayed home because the neighbors, bro & both sis are away. Imagined if mum and dad went out, imagined if I didn't go to TM today and mum decided to stay there longer and dad went out. I'd be all alone!!! ='(

It was so dark and lonely and blah! Scares the hell out of me -_-" Usually there would be some lights still on, not tonight. Everything dark! And dad couldn't find the 'other candles' because that '2 candles' that I found has no strings and he didn't listen or even give me the chance when I said I want to fix it -_-" and mum was just ordering dad to 'search for it again', why didn't she just...(speeches) -_____-

Sometimes I wonder... nvm.

Could this day get any worse?

Not easy

Do you have a hard time throwing things away, even if they are old and worn out?

Uh-huh! ='(

And it's such a really bad habit, because it's pilling up everywhere.

But I n.e.e.d to clean up this mess -_-"

Just throwing a piece of paper takes me more than a minute or two just so I can re-read and value the memory it brings =p

Emmmbah~

Do you want to go to the seaside

Watch this movie! :D

Awal2 membari sasak plg psal gilaaa confusing lah, but then I feel so smart~ HAHA! ;p I mean pham wah~ it all make sense then, and I really cried, it's really sad, especially with the last memory, and somewhere before it ='(

Or maybe psal I'm too emotional recently? Hmmmm... inda jua =p I think psal nada distractions and all yth focus yth bnar2 into the story yth... blabla...pokoknya the movie ♥

I like both the characters, usually neutral, and it's Jim Carrey, girlfriend Spiderman pun ada~ oddly namanya in this movie pun mary, I think =p Even Frodo the hobbits and... liatlh sendiri ;)

The story pendiknya psal this girlfriend erased her bf from her memory because of a fight, then the bf was gonna do the same thing because she did it first, and that's the story lh~ As we watch one memory from another being erased, but it's so sad psal then during the procedure the guy realized he wants to hold on to it, ntah~ It can be confusing but for me I like =)

If the things in this movie really exists, and if we were to fight someday because we've said some foolish things and I have the chance to take this procedure. Then I won't. Because I really could not see myself ever wanting the memories with you being erased, it's too valuable to me.

Because love, you've stepped into my life.

Morning sleep

Awww the music is so nice =)

I have too much time on my hands now, wasted quite a lot of it already =p

Currently doing noting.

Going to do something.

:)

Zrl in the Aeiou

This is what I see arh the last 2 pics, "haaachoo" Haha!! =p

Dear boyfriend, I don't miss you at all.

And that is a lie.

:)

Oh I miss you.

Get well soon love.

By the way

♥ ♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥

With a smile

This song has been stuck in my head the last few days before holidays msatu =p And start lagi a few days ago =O

The drummer dude mcm Garrett Hedlund!

Then aku google lagi gambar drg c Garrett mcm C Jesen Ackles jua arh some of the pic, then ada jua usulnya mcm James Roday then.... blabla! =p Wah! Smua lagi yg my fav characters =O Should post a comparison picture but mls now 0=D Fuhh~ Been a long time since aku gila tv series ;D

Sugary Sweet

My dream job right now is to work in a bakery shop

I envy this guy =p Handal ah c Buddy, respect eyh =')

This is one of my fav cake that he did =') It's sooooo pretty! Huhu!! Sayang eyh if dimakan ='( At least tunggu a few days before it expired kah so sayang ='(

I'm not sure why but recently, especially this year I'm really into vintage/floral design ♥ I even drew one arh cher Malai/Rokiah's card =) Last few years I was really into grunge and vectors design, wonder what's next =D

I even bought a wallet bag? Time ke Miri a few days ago psal I lost my wallet last year kh, ntah along with $40 ='( It's more lady-like, and vintage styled! :D The design simple plg sja, but I love it and the color is sky blue =')

Inda plg mesti a cake, I don't know knapa cia ada this obsession kn arh bakery shop ah ='( This year wah start ku notice, psal my mum inda masak sometimes and bwa arh mum's bakery to beli food, so start sana while waiting for my mum beli2 aku round2 and then did I noticed they actually decorate the foods and stuff daily =') Macam siuk jua tu! Then this month baruth I get to watch cake boss mcm waaaahh ='D Wahh! =')

Maybe one of the reason I don't eat cake is because of that, syg rasanya mcm rusakkn the artwork =p Ntah! Inda plg, aku inda makan birthday cakes sja psal mcm that time nada mood or mls =p But I love them! =')

How I wish I have a kitchen complete with all the tools and ingredients~ Psal msalahnya I really don't know apa nama2 brg dapur or anything =p yth if kn beli or apa menyusahkn~

But I noticed mcm our cakes yg main cream sja, yg arh cake boss ada foundant? And if you cover the cake with it you can add design by drawing on it, and you can even make other shaped design with it, and it's nyummy! (So they say) Seh! =p For the sake of decorating plg sja ne ku minat =p But that's exactly why I want it ='( It's so fun! Everyday you get to decorate and make your own stuff mcm lawa eyh =')

I did bake a cake once, for my dad :) It was his birthday and we don't celebrate bday much in this house so I feel like someone should do something yth eksen pagi2 I made cheese cake for fun, psal my dad kdang2 lalu lintas and wanted it to be a surprise =p so once siap I waited till smua tdor then tngah2 mlm sneaked down to the kitchen and I wanted to decorate it, but I didn't know how since I don't have the right tools so I tried using a tissue, yg plastic damit for yg jemputan and a choc syrup do to the writings, and surprisingly it worked well :D

I was 13 at that time and that was my first few tries at it so kinda cawir =p Well andang jua~ Tempat nya lagi mseh arh the besi where you bake it? Ntah but it was fun :D

Pelik how I would love to bake even if nda pandai =p I prefer baking than cooking lah, but atu just for the sake of the fun in making it :D If case makan, yg cooked lah! 0=)

But then cookies under baking, Ooooo =O

Morning

Ok~

Saya baru bangun tadi :D

So today pnya plan nada menjadi! 0;p

Psal tadi ended up main games arh hp, yesterday pnya kraja jobless arh TM so I downloaded brapa bnyak games kah yth~ Then ttdor...

New plan!! =D

Makan sja, then ntah hantam sja th apa ada :)

Then maybe if pmls bnar tdor again so pagi will come sooner so plan kn panyap tadi menjadi 0=)

About you

Imma clean up my room for today! I think...

Gonna take a short nap plg dulu, then maybe mandi again so awake jua rasanya =p

Then Imma clean up this blog~ kalee plans plg baru tu =p

And ooh! :D

Congrats to Zeerul's team! So proud of you beh! =')

But I don't think c beh ada, so I'm so proud of you Zeerul =')

~lalala~

Bye!

=D

Awak! :D

Happy Monthsary to my

not-stressed-out

boyfriend, Azeerul Azez!! :D Thank you for such a wonderful day and night love ;)

Aww... 6 months =')

6 words...

Hello Azeerul Azez, I miss you :)

and

You are one very pelik guy :)

but

I am so happy with you :)

or

You make me a happy girl :)

pokoknya

You are so wonderful to me :)

so

Thank you so much for everything :)

Ok adang! =p Haha!! Memajal kan, pokoknya what I'm trying to say is that you are just so...(speech)... =')

The last 6 words then,

Dear Azeerul Azez I love you ♥