-_-

This is what I'm feeling now...

...grumpy -_-

Today...What a series of unfortunate events.

Refresh. Cannot. Refresh. Cannot. Refresh. Cannot. Refresh. Cannot.

UK-fc! ;(

Just when I need it most -_-

The lights went off just now, I was alone with my parents. Thankfully both of them stayed home because the neighbors, bro & both sis are away. Imagined if mum and dad went out, imagined if I didn't go to TM today and mum decided to stay there longer and dad went out. I'd be all alone!!! ='(

It was so dark and lonely and blah! Scares the hell out of me -_-" Usually there would be some lights still on, not tonight. Everything dark! And dad couldn't find the 'other candles' because that '2 candles' that I found has no strings and he didn't listen or even give me the chance when I said I want to fix it -_-" and mum was just ordering dad to 'search for it again', why didn't she just...(speeches) -_____-

Sometimes I wonder... nvm.

Could this day get any worse?

Not easy

Do you have a hard time throwing things away, even if they are old and worn out?

Uh-huh! ='(

And it's such a really bad habit, because it's pilling up everywhere.

But I n.e.e.d to clean up this mess -_-"

Just throwing a piece of paper takes me more than a minute or two just so I can re-read and value the memory it brings =p

Emmmbah~

Do you want to go to the seaside

Watch this movie! :D

Awal2 membari sasak plg psal gilaaa confusing lah, but then I feel so smart~ HAHA! ;p I mean pham wah~ it all make sense then, and I really cried, it's really sad, especially with the last memory, and somewhere before it ='(

Or maybe psal I'm too emotional recently? Hmmmm... inda jua =p I think psal nada distractions and all yth focus yth bnar2 into the story yth... blabla...pokoknya the movie ♥

I like both the characters, usually neutral, and it's Jim Carrey, girlfriend Spiderman pun ada~ oddly namanya in this movie pun mary, I think =p Even Frodo the hobbits and... liatlh sendiri ;)

The story pendiknya psal this girlfriend erased her bf from her memory because of a fight, then the bf was gonna do the same thing because she did it first, and that's the story lh~ As we watch one memory from another being erased, but it's so sad psal then during the procedure the guy realized he wants to hold on to it, ntah~ It can be confusing but for me I like =)

If the things in this movie really exists, and if we were to fight someday because we've said some foolish things and I have the chance to take this procedure. Then I won't. Because I really could not see myself ever wanting the memories with you being erased, it's too valuable to me.

Because love, you've stepped into my life.

Morning sleep

Awww the music is so nice =)

I have too much time on my hands now, wasted quite a lot of it already =p

Currently doing noting.

Going to do something.

:)

Zrl in the Aeiou

This is what I see arh the last 2 pics, "haaachoo" Haha!! =p

Dear boyfriend, I don't miss you at all.

And that is a lie.

:)

Oh I miss you.

Get well soon love.

By the way

♥ ♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥

With a smile

This song has been stuck in my head the last few days before holidays msatu =p And start lagi a few days ago =O

The drummer dude mcm Garrett Hedlund!

Then aku google lagi gambar drg c Garrett mcm C Jesen Ackles jua arh some of the pic, then ada jua usulnya mcm James Roday then.... blabla! =p Wah! Smua lagi yg my fav characters =O Should post a comparison picture but mls now 0=D Fuhh~ Been a long time since aku gila tv series ;D

Sugary Sweet

My dream job right now is to work in a bakery shop

I envy this guy =p Handal ah c Buddy, respect eyh =')

This is one of my fav cake that he did =') It's sooooo pretty! Huhu!! Sayang eyh if dimakan ='( At least tunggu a few days before it expired kah so sayang ='(

I'm not sure why but recently, especially this year I'm really into vintage/floral design ♥ I even drew one arh cher Malai/Rokiah's card =) Last few years I was really into grunge and vectors design, wonder what's next =D

I even bought a wallet bag? Time ke Miri a few days ago psal I lost my wallet last year kh, ntah along with $40 ='( It's more lady-like, and vintage styled! :D The design simple plg sja, but I love it and the color is sky blue =')

Inda plg mesti a cake, I don't know knapa cia ada this obsession kn arh bakery shop ah ='( This year wah start ku notice, psal my mum inda masak sometimes and bwa arh mum's bakery to beli food, so start sana while waiting for my mum beli2 aku round2 and then did I noticed they actually decorate the foods and stuff daily =') Macam siuk jua tu! Then this month baruth I get to watch cake boss mcm waaaahh ='D Wahh! =')

Maybe one of the reason I don't eat cake is because of that, syg rasanya mcm rusakkn the artwork =p Ntah! Inda plg, aku inda makan birthday cakes sja psal mcm that time nada mood or mls =p But I love them! =')

How I wish I have a kitchen complete with all the tools and ingredients~ Psal msalahnya I really don't know apa nama2 brg dapur or anything =p yth if kn beli or apa menyusahkn~

But I noticed mcm our cakes yg main cream sja, yg arh cake boss ada foundant? And if you cover the cake with it you can add design by drawing on it, and you can even make other shaped design with it, and it's nyummy! (So they say) Seh! =p For the sake of decorating plg sja ne ku minat =p But that's exactly why I want it ='( It's so fun! Everyday you get to decorate and make your own stuff mcm lawa eyh =')

I did bake a cake once, for my dad :) It was his birthday and we don't celebrate bday much in this house so I feel like someone should do something yth eksen pagi2 I made cheese cake for fun, psal my dad kdang2 lalu lintas and wanted it to be a surprise =p so once siap I waited till smua tdor then tngah2 mlm sneaked down to the kitchen and I wanted to decorate it, but I didn't know how since I don't have the right tools so I tried using a tissue, yg plastic damit for yg jemputan and a choc syrup do to the writings, and surprisingly it worked well :D

I was 13 at that time and that was my first few tries at it so kinda cawir =p Well andang jua~ Tempat nya lagi mseh arh the besi where you bake it? Ntah but it was fun :D

Pelik how I would love to bake even if nda pandai =p I prefer baking than cooking lah, but atu just for the sake of the fun in making it :D If case makan, yg cooked lah! 0=)

But then cookies under baking, Ooooo =O

Morning

Ok~

Saya baru bangun tadi :D

So today pnya plan nada menjadi! 0;p

Psal tadi ended up main games arh hp, yesterday pnya kraja jobless arh TM so I downloaded brapa bnyak games kah yth~ Then ttdor...

New plan!! =D

Makan sja, then ntah hantam sja th apa ada :)

Then maybe if pmls bnar tdor again so pagi will come sooner so plan kn panyap tadi menjadi 0=)

About you

Imma clean up my room for today! I think...

Gonna take a short nap plg dulu, then maybe mandi again so awake jua rasanya =p

Then Imma clean up this blog~ kalee plans plg baru tu =p

And ooh! :D

Congrats to Zeerul's team! So proud of you beh! =')

But I don't think c beh ada, so I'm so proud of you Zeerul =')

~lalala~

Bye!

=D

Awak! :D

Happy Monthsary to my

not-stressed-out

boyfriend, Azeerul Azez!! :D Thank you for such a wonderful day and night love ;)

Aww... 6 months =')

6 words...

Hello Azeerul Azez, I miss you :)

and

You are one very pelik guy :)

but

I am so happy with you :)

or

You make me a happy girl :)

pokoknya

You are so wonderful to me :)

so

Thank you so much for everything :)

Ok adang! =p Haha!! Memajal kan, pokoknya what I'm trying to say is that you are just so...(speech)... =')

The last 6 words then,

Dear Azeerul Azez I love you ♥

=O

I just noticed this, there's 6 bruises on my legs...

Pelik eyh! I seriously do not know how it got there -_-

4 of it is already healing, but 2 f it mseh purple/greenish? =(

It's not that big, only one of it is the size of my thumb print? But how did it got there???! =(

Good thing, inda sakit :D Unless dikacau =p

Bye!

What a wonderful day :)

...but Imma sleep first :D

Thinking of you

Had practice today from 8.30-11, well it's supposed to start at 8.30 but I was late =p Sorryyyyyy Ka Zie! 0=) Atupun psal kena msg slh venue =p

I woke up around 6 actually but since it was still early and lalah mseh from the day before sambung Zzzzz then 7~ Owh 5 mins lagi~ 7.50~ 10 seconds.... ada bunyi 8.50! =O AIYOO! Rush here there, baruth kan mencari brg as usual ;) then jln! I thought aku yg paling akhir. but then awu plg yg plg akhir but I mean there were only 6 of us ='( And mcm was expecting ada someone dtg akhir lagi, at least betambah jua kn =)

Finished the dance today! Well for my part lah, really glad about it, but wasn't really doing it properly today psal sakit badan!! =p But yesterday's game was really worthed!! =') Kinda disappointed not all siputs came =( Sokay~ Aku mseh marah, don't worry ;) haha! Nadawah~ Expected plg sdh tu yg nda dpt dtg atu, but I really hope the whole team nanti main pleaseeee ='(

Also thanks to Ka Zie, Ka Lilah, Zahir, Mimin and Kam for joining that day :D Fun2~ Nantith review kalee~ Like Ali did for our class after every match they had =D Baruya news report! Nda plg pham tu kale =p Nantith explain~

Balik rumah kaka cooked some food, so yea! :D Mum asked me if aku mau ikut ke TM arh nene so aku 'mnasja' kn since entah~ Psal mnasaja lh =D then ttdor again! Around 1.30 mum woke me up psal we have to jln awal hantar kaka kraja then baru ke TM, ...rupanya inda~

Went to Hua Ho Bunut? To do some grocery shopping dulu~ Ok ane siuk =p I mean I didn't bring any money but dapat beli some stuff! :D Haha!! Ok usually I pay for my stuff since kami adi-beradi pretty much berdikari sendiri2~ But since aku jrg request belikn brg, tadi mum mcm "Ane inda kau mau, tu bali th untuk bwa skulah......" :D Haha!!

Indalah ku ambil advantage of it of course~ Guilty ada plg -_- So aku beli foods sja~ Y'know2~ Baik hati sikit 0=p Inda plg~

After helping mum with the shopping baru th ke TM~ Nasrul, Hasya and Danial was there, them 3 are bro&sis and pretty much rapat lah~ But bagiku mcm pyh kn bwa main psal atu -_- and Adwan pun ada! :D

I actually don't know how to deal with kids~ After 16 years baruth first time aku mengangkat a baby! :D And it was Adwan~ And that was this year =)

Ok! Jadi babysitter kan aku today =p

My cousins are mostly damit2 mseh~ The eldest is actually my brother, then my sis, Najib then me out of the cucus!~ And that sounded funny~ =p The rest under 15 years old, but if I include family Tua Miam then I'm the 8th eldest, bro still in the lead~

Since Adwan can walk now so gila~ Mengaleh! Well awu plg wahhhh!~ ='D pandai jln dah but then after some time bubut2 atu aiyoo =/ He was so active time tadi and every time bwa masuk menangis psal kn join them Mia and Nasrul play outside~ So paksa bwa luar, nene laki gave drg this colored chalk yg for marking kain, so habis lantai belukis~

Then after all that masuk :D

...and now jadi pengurut =p I don't actually like to urut psal mengaleh, and honestly c Mia plg handal mengurut2 org but this is for my nene~ Only exception ;)

Was kinda worried actually, since while aku mengurut mcm kaki nene is getting worst =( I mean merisaukn lah~ And she just got out of the hospital last week, balik2 kn this year ='( But she seemed ok tadi =) And was happy that we came, and mum ckp tadi that she might tdor sana for some time to help things out, wah~ I mean usually it's me and my sis sja dari dulu, my mum jrg kn tdor sna since she still have to take care of stuff dirumah then baruth ksana.

I think Imma wait for my sister dulu and baruth join her when ea tdor sana next month :)

Baru ku tebaca ne~ Cool2 =O I think ane c Adwan pnya nene yg belikan, that's his name jua actually, Adwan Rayyan, first cucu of the family, wah~ kena manjai bnar..

Went home after 6 I think, but then singgah jua lagikn ke kdai~ =( Was so tired...

Anyway, while my mum pilih kain itu ini aku jln2 sja~ Then I saw ada this typo =p

Tsktsk~ Bukan nya "today"? I think that's the name of the kain plg =p But was so bored and jobless hantam sja tah for the sake of entertaining diri sendiri =p

Woohoo! Cool2~ Ada jua kain named after me =') But why is it that cheap?? ='(

Twice actually I found this "cool-named-kain" so okaylah~ At least famous ;)

This is for you ;) Inda dpt space, so zero sja =)

Blalalala!! So long eyh this post I didn't realized =p Mbh!

The end!

Nadawah~ :D

But seriously hbs plg dah~ Lpas atu we all balik rumah and I saw a unicorn, leprecon, Mr Bean, barney, Jessica Alba and Love Hewitt... lalala... and I said hi to all of them psal drg pun kn balik dah~ Now I just wish I get to see my powerpuff boy =p

Ok maybe my BattleFury ;)

Such a lovely day :)

Dear Azeerul,

I miss you...

Love,

Liyana

Nothing is up because

I am feeling kinda down...

Mcm lost rasanya =p Entah~ There's this feeling today, or maybe since last night that I can't quite figure out what's the problem =(

Amaths was blugh~ The questions actually sanang plg sdh, mcm straight forward but inda jua tjawab kn -_-" Just when ada rajin kan revise atu inda cia keluar apa yg dibaca, before ane the day of the exam ku baca then kluar wah ='( Was kinda annoyed by that, the topics that I practiced for yesterday came out today so yay =) But unfortunately last night I practiced the topics yg ku belum sempat which didn't come out today but paper 1 plg~ No hope eh -_-"

I have 3 papers left =) Really happy about it~ Psal it's only an hour paper and you have no idea how grateful I am for that! ='( Psal this year mcm seksa wah! Bukan plg psal the paper, sajuk wah!! ='( Mcm every exam day kan nangis wah rsanyaa ='( I sit directly arh tempat where the air cond tiup the angin? =p Pham2 lah~

First day of the exam msatu lh paling teruk, I didn't know it'd be cold so nda bwa jacket. Skalinya arh the coldest spot kn -_-" I know it's english paper, psal my fingers were numb and stress eyh kn siapkn laju2! The teacher had to move me to this empty table instead, psal I really can't feel my fingers anymore and they couldn't turn off the AC =( Booohoo!

I'm only human, that's why aku lack in iron... Haha! Aiyoo~ Iron wah =( Besi? Zat besi~ Y'know2~ Aku manusia that's why less iron =p Hmm... ndapyh th~ Anaemic wah... that's why I get pale easily, been like that for entah how many years. Mum always ter-confuse with that term, or was it me? =p Ntah but she always use that alasan dari dulu untuk takutkn so I'd eat, pdahal biasa jua gnya :D

I'm well aware of how bad I did with my amaths, wouldn't be that tekajut if the result nanti bad bad, not proud of it lah~ But sendiri jua pnya psal so sadar jua kan. And... (rant cont....)

Tapi... that's really not the reason why I'm down right now =(

Hmmm... entah apa =/

Science kale ah? =p haha! I mean chemical this chemical that kapoof then mcm entah =p Nvm!

I miss Azeerul, it'd be nice if you're here right now :) But you're so tough mna muat go through my screen ne =( Dinding? Ok nvm! =p haha!!

Nene masuk hospital again... I've been thinking about it recently, is that why I'm upset =( Hmmm... I think my sis's gonna stay arh hospital jaga...

I just want a hug from her but I'm too... entah, he would say ego but I'm just not used to it. I didn't grow up with hugs or whatever... Maybe there was, maybe lupa, entahhh I don't know how to deal with it. I'm such a coward I acted so cold to hide it :)

There was this girl, back in ugama, I didn't like her much awal2~ Then she had an accident in school, a car didn't see her. I don't remember apa2 but her legs were injured badly, then a year or two later she's my classmate again and ntah maybe psal atu ea betukar, psal she was so nice and it kinda buat aku guilty for judging her dulu.

Then PSR result kluar and instead of staying there aku pindah to ms, the last day we're together she told me how she's really grateful to have her friends, mcm biasa aku inda biasa~ =p I mean I'm not used to telling people how I feel, but mcm for her biasa wah, I just stayed silent psal I didn't know how to react, no one ever said to me that they'll miss me, and I used to not like that girl but then she hugged me and I froze, that was the first time someone gave me a hug =)

I know maybe sekadar or biasa, but somehow for me atu kinda entah~ It means a lot, and when I think of it, my 'best friend', well not really, dangan2 yg slalu bjalan2 atu lah~ bjumpa or bcakap pun nada -_-" And I didn't really see her as my best friend back then, but gila~ Entah, terharu ku eyh =p Thank you =)

Ok emo ku eyh =p haha!

There's no point plg dngan this long post =p

Saja buang stress, tho mcm buat aku rasa silly plg -_-"

And Sorry! No refunds, I can't pay back the time that you wasted IF you're reading this =p

Wooohooo! Stress free ;) For now...

Tomorrow dancing! Double Wooohoo! :D

Boy you put Hershey's outta business

Just read the msg Ka Zimah sent yesterday, inda mempass kn kaka ah~ If inda ku tagih tadi mna ya gtau td tu -_-"

So I was kinda annoyed by it, psal I need to know jadikh inda practice or what time, baik jua ya belum jln, and time kn tanya ea was gonna say it mcm mrh2 =p but was so tired and mls so low voice sja tanya apa the msg, then ntah ngapa ya good mood and sruh check sendiri, atuya nda ku jadi mrh =p haha! Guilty sja krg ;)

So dngan mlsnya aku jln ke dapur and check the phone, then when I opened it...Owahhh!! =O

Discovery!! =O

I should have known awal2! Patutlah!!

Tapuk2 kan kaka ah~ Then inda sengaja time kn check for the inbox yg buka inbox lain =p Eyah! Aku act nada sja but kn ktawa plg ;p Ok~ Nda make sense kalee =p

My point is I didn't expect it =p I mean between aku, mia and kaka, them two lagi more easier to talk to or apakah with people especially yg not their age, even family or stuff to be honest I feel like I'm the black sheep of the family ='( haha! Sdg~ Hmm... but I mean drg lah pandai melayan~ Ganya when it comes to strangers opposite plg =p

So lagi my point to my point! I have this thing where I assume my sis can't trust guys and if awupun ya ne marijap or memilih lah =p Psal to those yg pham she had a baa, and this baa kana lecture tngah2 mlm by her, which I 'accidentally overheard' psal bsar kalee ah~ So to that guy yg stole her heart now, brainwash ya so ya lagi baik to her adi oright ='( Kesian kami~ Other than that, wah~ Handal jua kau ;)

I hope inda kena baca ne by her =O If adapun hmm ;)

Since kaka bising msatu I think I can do the same thing too right? To be fair? Y'know~ Part gtau babu about it? ;p Seh! HAHA! Tattletale~ C mia plg pandai keep a secret ane wah :D But seriously, aku mau buat! I wanna see her kana tanya the same questions yg kana tembak uleh babu =p Which was kinda funny instead of marijap plg, but still! =p

Oh and I'm stuck at home for today =( and home alone lagi most of the time this week =/

No transport ah now, and even if I wait for my dad balik krg, mia krg sorang2~ So my mum sruh aku stay sja dangani ea till ea skulah ptg which if aku ke skulah pun at that time habis kale dah practice =( Sorry ka zimah I didn't come to school

And was kinda hoping to see zeerul too but huhu! ='( Sokay~ Oh! Since it's past 10.15am his exam should be over by now, so good luck with your games sja then! :D I did wake up at 3am td ;) But then sambung jua tdor~ Krg th revise =p

Woke up early then tdor then kena bangunkn lagi tadi psal mum wanted me to fix the telephone line -_-" Aiyoo~ Nyaman sudah tdor, last time I just tarik the wireless connection and it'd be fine now tadi andang sdh betarik so antah apakh lagi msalah nya, was too sleepy to find out -_- Sepatutnya the modem inda kacau the telephone line but sometimes ada th tu~ ertinya the problem was not fixed last time =( Hopefully krg baik sendiri~

Harta karun, di dagu, mu

It gets better

Owh awuwah! Ada I was gonna say I have a story =p

Last Saturday, I sensed something was wrong~ So at exactly 5 tebangun then oh no! Ada that buzzing sound so psal takut tarus kn arh laptop check2, and lurus te-off psal low battery and the charger rusak lagi!!! ='( Was so upset and mengantuk psal baru bangun wah tu but psal panic I tried kacau2 the wires inda jua mau -_-"

I knew at least ada about 10 mins left if my laptop ttutup psal low bat, but aku switch on jua and used that time to tell zeerul about it psal ttdor the night before =( and then checked the bat 7mins left! Huhu!! Sedih wah tu! ='(

Then mcm stuck-ish and eh! Kenapa ya hijau ane?? =O So I checked the battery again then betukar cia! 1 hour left!! =O Inda jua logic tu! Even if andang jua awal2 1 hour then why laptop ku ttutup? This is not the first time ane terjadi, ada lagi msatu the battery was empty, 0% lah but aku minimized the birghtness and all and labih 15mins kale mseh dpt dpkai ah! =p

I wonder if atu baik or inda...

Then was planning to go back to sleep and save that 1 hour for later, but inda aman rasanya tarus2 betukar cematu atu so instead I dunno why I played this game arh kongregate expecting it was a trick, mnatau eksen 1 hour atu~ Nada sadar2 I was really focused with the game instead =p

Dari the day before plg sdh ku play the game, Pandemic lh the name, and sasak ku~ Awal2 nda paham, then sdh paham inda handal =p But then time aku main at that time I dunno how but I won the game!! Masuk highscore lagitu!!! :D Wooohooo!! Then aku tdor =p haha!

At first nda brapa but still top 50 ;)

Now 2nd try~ 16th hmm not bad for someone yg half awake =p

But entah eh! I'm not sure if aku aware kh inda, psal mengantuk banar2~ So katik2 sja itu ini while waiting for the bat atu to show inda bnar that 1 hr~ Skalinya banar! Atu menyesal =(

So I cried myself to sleep =p HAHA! Nadawah~ Was too tired, closed the laptop then planning kn usai the wires since kn pkul 6 dah~ But then after ambil the wires ttdor jua kn -_-" Bangun sakit badan~ Psal terhimpit the charger =p Nyeh~

But akhirnya the charger mau balik! =')

Monday Bio was hmm~ It was okay, I'm not saying it's easy psal mcm pyh2 plg the question, especially for Section A, but I mean for someone who didn't revise enough it was ok-er than expected lah~ At least it was answer-able :D What I hated time exam msatu mcm biasa it was SAJUK!! ='(

Only that time it's 3x msalah -_-"

My seat 3rd dari left and 3rd from the back, QE msatu 4th from the right and left and 4th dari dpn =p Neway I'm directly arh aircond pnya air atu so dari day 1 seksa wah exam! ='( Time bio tapinya hujan tah lagi! And that night I had a dream about menstrual cycle, so I thought maybe atu might come out, skalinya kluar banar eyh -_-" A few hours before bio exam I found out it was that day of the month, yknow2~ so usually ada that cold sensation =(

Huhu! ='( It was so sakit that day, I mean why that pagi ='( Less than 5 hours bio exam wah!

I came to school kinda late, plan kn dtg at 9 psal kn borrow notes dari geo people while drg exam but that was time aku nangis =p HAHA! Sdg~ I think that day was the most sakit-est this year =p mau2 lagi tu~ haha! Nadalah~ Psal paning plg tu so mata blurry rupanya belair =O So I ended up dtg pkul 12 =(

And the girls arh surau, atu sajuk! Nasib jua ke canteen after that =) Had no mood to study, so tdor sja and dngar2 drg revise, hmm~ The first question yg c leez asked c dee time di canteen ended up kluar arh Q6 arh bio =D

Then at 12.30-ish zeerul came! I am so proud of him =') He invented his own formula! =p HAHA! And he made my mood go the other way =) Was so happy the pain didn't bother me anymore ;) Handal eh, I dunno how he does it =O

Just noticed this yesterday, Bio has the most topics, facts, names, terms, blalala that we need to memorize out of all the sciences but then arh the exam paper bio has the least question yg kluar! -_-"

Woooohooo! Practice starts earlier than I expected =')

I am looking forward to it, but kinda sad.. Last 2 dances with ka zimah in ms ='(

Kinda made a deal no dota or dancing (until) after exam (or during) but then sama jua mseh =p haha! So seri lah ah ;)

Senyum lh pls ;)

Lawa the song :D Baru dngar td plg, c Aiman post pagi2 arh twitter~

But ada the line 'kalau kita senyum, semua kita berjangkit'

Hmmm... I dunno why atu buat aku rasa pelik, but mcm is it berjangkit or terjangkit? =p

You'll survive reading this

I found this posted on fb =p

Karangan budak UPSR 2007 - Tajuk: Kemalangan Paling Ngeri Pernah dilihat

Pagi itu pagi minggu. Cuaca cukup sejuk sehingga mencapai takat suhu beku. Sebab itu saya tidak mandi pagi sebab air kolah jadi air batu dan air paip tidak mahu keluar sebab beku di dalam batang paip. Pagi itu saya bersarapan dengan keluarga di dalam unggun api kerana tidak tahan sejuk. Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya menemaninya ke pasar. Tetapi saya tidak mahu.

Selepas emak menikam perut saya berkali-kali dengan garfu barulah saya bersetuju untuk mengikutnya. Kami berjalan sejauh 120 kilometer kerana pasar itu letaknya 128 kilometer dari rumah. Lagi 8 kilometer nak sampai pasar saya ternampak sebuah lori kontena meluru dengan laju dari arah belakang.

Dia melanggar emak saya. Emak saya tercampak ke dalam gaung. Dia menjerit "Adoi!". Lepas itu emak saya naik semula dan mengejar lori tersebut. Saya pun turut berlari di belakang emak saya kerana takut emak saya melanggar lori itu pula. Pemandu lori itu nampak kami mengejarnya. Dia pun memecut lebih laju iaitu sama dengan kelajuan cahaya. Kami pula terpaksa mengejar dengan lebih laju iaitu sama dengan dua kali ganda kelajuan cahaya. Emak saya dapat menerajang tayar depan lori itu. Lori itu terbabas dan melanggar pembahagi jalan lalu bertembung dengan sebuah feri. Feri itu terbelah dua.

Penumpang feri itu yang seramai 100 orang semuanya mati. Pemandu feri itu sangat marah. Dia pun bertukar menjadi Ultraman dan memfire pemandu lori. Pemandu lori menekan butang khas di dalam lori dia..lori itu bertukar menjadi robot Transformer. Mereka bergaduh di udara. Emak saya tidak puas hati. Dia pun terus menyewa sebuah helikopter di GentingHighlands dan terus ke tempat kemalangan. Dia melanggar pemandu feri yang telah bertukar menjadi Ultraman itu.

Pemandu feri itu terkejut dan terus bertukar menjadi pemandu feri semula lalu terhempas ke jalanraya. Pemandu feri itu pecah. Pemandu lori sangat takut melihat kejadian itu. Dia meminta maaf dari emak saya. Dia menghulurkan tangan ingin bersalam. Tetapi emak saya masih marah. Dia menyendengkan helikopternya dan mengerat tangan pemandu lori itu dengan kipas helikopter. Pemandu lori itu menjerit "Adoi..!" dan jatuh ke bumi. Emak say menghantar helikopter itu ke Genting Highlands. Bila dia balik ke tempat kejadian, dia terus memukul pemandu lori itu dengan beg tangannya sambil memarahi pemandu lori itu di dalam bahasa Inggeris.

Pemandu lori itu tidak dapat menjawab sebab emak saya cakap orang putih. Lalu pemandu lori itu mati. Tidak lama kemudian kereta polis pun sampai. Dia membuat lapuran ke ibu pejabatnya tentang kemalangan ngeri itu. Semua anggota polis di pejabat polis itu terperanjat lalu mati. Orang ramai mengerumuni tempat kejadian kerana ingin mengetahui apa yang telah terjadi. Polis yang bertugas cuba menyuraikan orang ramai lalu dia menjerit menggunakan pembesar suara. Orang ramai terperanjat dan semuanya mati.

Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya ke pasar untuk mengelak lebih ramai lagi yang akan mati. Di pasar, emak saya menceritakan kejadian itu kepada penjual daging. Penjual daging dan peniaga-peniaga berhampiran yang mendengar cerita itu semuanya terkejut dan mati. Saya dan emak saya terus berlari balik ke rumah. Kerana terlalu penat sebaik saja sampai di rumah kami pun mati. Itulah kemalangan yang paling ngeri yang pernah saya lihat sebelum saya mati.

HAHA! Seeeee~ Hidup mseh kan... ;p

Gila!! Mun banar wah~ Antahh! I wonder apa grade nya, but I saw one of the comments ane dari comic Ujang, but mnatau drg ambil dari a real student pnya karangan ;)

'Perabok' or is it 'perabuk' eyh this student! Antah lurus kah inda jua tu the word for this situation, if sandi I think it has something to do with pain? Ntah~ c zeerul gnya handal tu ;p 'Pokoknya' I find it interesting plg, and entertaining jua lah~ :D

Then ada this vid I found on fb jua~ Hantam

I don't really understand it =p Psal laju wahhh!! Mls th ku slow down kan baca the words, if baca pun nada jua logic tu psal andang nada point the translation =p But ketawa jua ku mseh, psal the acting is soooo cali!!! HAHA! Dramatic cawirness ;)

Inda plg kn ucap 0=p But nada jua real life urg kan bcakap cematu kn~ If ada pun then aku ketawakn sja, but inda plg psal I'm too nice so speechless ku sja~ Psal dlm hati sja ku ngucap 0;)

Ooo! But then I think pernah ada it happened =D Back in form 3!! Drama-ish lah the situation plus this girl which I'm sure rmai knal but mls kn mention~ My friend kana bwa cari kelaie~

Then back in primary 6, I think or maybe 5 or 4~ Pokoknya time di skulah Pulaie lah psal it was a day before our dance competition, we were practicing arh the venue di kawasan gadong I think. So my team on the stage lah, and people mseh usai2 for the next day~ Then inda sdr2 all my friends turun stage and liat blakang ada these 2 dewasa kelaie betumbuk2~ bedarah lah but I didn't move psal tekajut =p

Then in primary 3 lagi~ or was it 2,1~ ntah but that time in NLP, sama jua kelaie~ But ane in one room, my teacher with her son =O And sama jua aku dpn2, mcm close lah~ And till now I still remember her face. And the events =p

Gila mcm ada pattern~ Primary 3, primary 6, form 3 then =O Next year pre1 (amin!) so form 6? Hopefully nada, psal mcm that 3 events involved org near me kelaie, thus mcm I feel awkward so my brain think ahhh~ drama th sdh tu =p

Actually that 3 events inda plg the top 3, since kelaie = drama in this case then yg the top of it all was yg time PMB, I remember it was at lunch the day before my geo exam. Hmmmm... I hate that day, somehow I think that day is the reason why I don't eat cupcakes, or my sisters, maybe even the rest I'm not sure =p But definitely for me awu~ I like cupcakes, but only because I like it as much as I like cake~ Because it's pretty and the idea of using it mcm paper for a design intrigue me :D

So awu plg I rarely eat cupcake for a reason =p And if urg tanya mcm th drg peduli about it so aku ckp sja~ mls or nda suka or lalala :D

Kinda miss making pictures like this, but I usually play with 100x100 or 200x600 =p That time pun psal buat fan art, now lama dh nda liat series so neutral sdh~ Maybe I'll play around making banners after amaths =D

Sekejap

I got a story to tell...

But mls~ Nanti th =p

"Hey students.. and Salam… Enjoying your exam so far? J I’m positive that you have finished doing you revision by now… I know this is a bit last minute BUT this is only to polish a bit of your answering techniques.. Just download the files attached… Good luck students… I pray for your success in all of your subjects! -Teacher Izy-

P/S: Please don’t disappoint me…"

Uh-oh

Aku belum start revision ah cher

0=O

"I’m positive that you have finished doing you revision by now…"

Okay this one really buat aku feel guilty =(

Start pun aku belum....

Neway... tomorrow Bio P2!

Woohoo! Last paper! Then no more memorizing =)

Amaths ada plg jua... but at least atu practice sja, I hope okay... Then all sciences pnya paper 1 =D

Then done! =')

Tho I feel like by the end of this week hbs sdh rasanya ;p

What's up

HAHA! Ok! Entertaining jua ah =p

Cool eyh, I like the dude, mcm so chilled

And this! haha!! He said 'cali'! I didn't know malaysian use that word =p

Then halfway english cia! Then antah apa kh cakapnya~ =p HAHA

Goin home soon...

He says to me

I heard this song otw to school yesterday :D

So lawaaa!! (for me)

And it's enrique with nicole rupanya! Waw! I remember I like them both psal their names is so fun to pronounce! =p

But of courselah apart from that their voice lawa jualah~ And their songs 0=) Kalee, ntah I know some of their songs sja~ Somebody's me especially dari c enrique, I dunno why I really like that song, nostalgic eh =p That song balik2 kena play on my bro's lappy time baru2 kena bali dulu.

I've been having the same problem mcm this guy jua, but yg DDOS attack atu nda ku tau eh! =( But no one answered him -_- So I really don't know what's the problem~ Psal with other site ok-er but kdg2 sama jua egg nya ='(

Right now I'm at my nene's at TM and it works fine, sooooo ertinya arh my home lah tu yg inda working ='( WTH sudah jua beusai msatu -__-"

Aiyoo~ Ane lagi msalah =(

Something is wrong with my laptop =O Well was plg, now ok dah for a few days~ Gnya takut ku sja =p I don't remember bila msatu, but it was so slow wah in everthing and then I got frustrated then TA-daaa!! The screen ntah white-ish blurry-ish something mcm rusak lah the image, and the sound repeating~ Katik ini itu tidak mau~ So sepanic2 setakut2 nya saya sampat lagi ku gambar :P haha! Ntah nantith show-off ;p

Last year ada plg problem jua~ Yg my laptop kena 'haunted' -_-

My bro kept telling me to get it fixed but mls ku kn hantar sana sini~ So aku biarkn sja and pandai2 ku mlawan~ The thing typed sendiri lah this stuff and I think atu based on my info kalee, psal mcm apa yg ea type atu aku dpt relate or maybe luan prasan kale aku =p

Ntah but pokoknya lama2 hilang cia~ And somehow I kinda miss it, which is weird psal antahh! Sometimes when I get bored I'll open the microsoft word and summom the virus~ Mcm banarwah aku type "are you there?" =p HAHA Ntahh!! Psal manatau ada life arh laptop banar and ya type balik ;)

I'm looking forward to something but I'm not sure what

Ioykbaspm

Hey BattleFury! ;)

...mboh!

=p

Happy 5th Monthsary to us! =D =D =D =D =D

Stumbled upon this pic, in my folders lah not yg the site eh =p Wahh~ this was bth dah, kalee~ sdg~ depends on how one defines bth :D

And it was such a lovely day :)

And Oooh!!

This is me saying...

thank you

thank you

thank you

thank you

thank you

...for each of that month :)

I really appreciate it ♥

lml,

0=)-Zl=:

Ps- Amin! =D

Pps- Indaaaa!~ Psal bagiku inda logic, kaleee~ Pelik kau ane eyh! =p

Ppps- Do you know you're such a lovely guy? ...and so lame! :O HAHA!

Lah~ Spoil cia the moment ;p Nadawah~

You make me laugh :)

Thanks for making me smile :)

Or sama kh tu ertinya? =p

Haha! Lalalala!~

ktily

Dumdedumdedum hbs

Happy birthday to ka Moi! And Happy b'lated to Zayasmalina and Azhimah! ;) ;) ;) ;) Ntah kenapa bnyak the winks, but ada lah niat tu disebalik atu =p

Oct20

HB Ghai! ;) Be more ghai because that's just who you are =') HAHA! Nadawahhhh!~ You are the ayu-est and inda plg banar because I think c Zati plg lagi ayu 0=p haha! Awuwah sorry~ Manasaja you... Halo match your place or my place as you gift, oright jagas~

Oct29

HB Pok! ;) Be more pok because that's just who you are =') Ok adang! haha! Imma find some frogs sja nanti if tjumpa jua wah~ Again... inda plg banar tu =p But then who knows, atu sja tu ah your gift! ;)

Dan teman ku, walau hari itu telah berlalu, dan hari ini last birth month kamu, at least ada lah ;p Sebanyak2 yg ingin ku katakn~ sudh kale ku curahkn :D HAHA! Ntahhhh! Malu ku eh kn berchurhat... but then kamu sdh sorang2 emo and left out plg ku rasanya ='( Nantith =p

Oct31

HB Ka Moi! Be more.... china-er so that the name stays ;p HAHA! Gila kn nada hbs aku ah~ I do hope inda kena baca ne, Sorry ka~ 0=p Long time no see... again! Inda plg, this raya ada but skjap gnya =p

Photos stolen from fb and siputs =p Gnya mission fail~ Nda smua ada :D HAHAIYO

Sunshine beats the clouds

I feel weird today! I'm not saying I'm weird :D Maybe I dunno~ But then I'd settle with being a weirdo than a freak ;) Mcm saying someone is a freak kinda hurts ='( and in my imagination a freak is more like a villain while a weirdo is such a loser =p Awu maybe I'm a loser, but one very happy loser today! =D So happy I dunno why, maybe someone slipped a drug in my coffee...

Now 'pelik' is a different story ;) Awu ada story but malu ku crita =p

Can I be both happy and upset at the same time? (=(

Neway didn't post that much because I wasn't much of a blogger in the first place ;p I used to keep a diary but then lost in when we moved to our new house ='( Yth since then mcm mls kn write down stuff psal was so disappointed... Now type down sja :D But sama jua lakat pmls~ But then that's not really the case, every time I tired to log in ada error or halangan~ sooooo eath yg membari mls tu and connection lagi!! ;'(

But usulnya now the site is working! =D Or was it just me yg rusak msatu =(

Listen to this!

Last night was so bored so I just click2 this and that arh fb =p Then inda menantu I found ka Nani! haha! What a luck ;p Well inda plg betagur tu, nanti th kalee.. just saying how small Brunei is sampai every few click kau knal the person. 'Few' in Leeza's case lah, ea ane... mcm database! In my case ntahh... bnyak plg aku nda knal, so ertinya bnyak clicks and stalking lah tu sampai tjumpa ksana ;) Inda plg, bhapa jua kn menstalk, public views kale tu ah! Besides~ I'm too 0;) and also psal inda handal plg jua :D

So I have ka Fathin, ka Nani, ka Rumm and ka Zimah yg taught me dancing, and also ka Yas and cousin ka Fiqah at times :) Nostalgic eyh! I kinda miss 2006 =') Everyone mseh ada~ I hope after ka zimah graduate we'd still work together ;) haha! "Work"~ but you know what I mean =D

Wasalu Muhammad Jaco!

Also known as Lupe Fiasco! This dude is the singer yg the video atas, 'the show goes on' Lawa2, I found it while on my clicking job lagi =p Couldn't find the song title so as usual I had to google the lyrics :D Was bored wah what else can I do? Of course revising for O level is a must, but then I didn't really thought of that =p HAHA

And oh!! He's a muslim! =O Mcm waw! Never found a berwarna male rapper yg andang born muslim or maybe andang bnyak lagi?

The music in that song ada jua in this vid, and the mv is interesting =)

Part 0.17-0.26 lah~ Mau juakn lurus2 fact ;p Actually I think C Lupe atu plg tu yg copy dari this artist, with permission lah kalee~ If inda kena sue tia knkn ;) I can be smart too =p And also this band indie! No wonder music nya aku tpakai =p HAHA! Nda plg semestinya, the singer aku inda kebrapaan, yet lah kale mnatau~

I do like all genre of music (kalee) but few yg aku really tpakai~ So picky lah jua ;p It's always the music first, lyrics then the voice of the singer yg matters to me :)

And I miss Azeerul already~ Well he left dramatically, drama king jua =p haha! Nadawah~ You don't have to leave me, you're just going 'outdoor' so you can go 'indoor' :D HAHA! Okkkk, nada nvm! Dinding sja kale ;p Awu siuk sendiri~ uh-huh so fun, but it'll be more fun with you ='( Huhu! Now sedih cia~

Relearn one of keane's song :) Somewhere only we know! Woohoo! So kaku dah my fingers but at least now I remember how to play it :D