An hour checklist ;)

Hello Azeerul Azez!!
Happy belated 20th...birthday!
Yeah~~
It's your birthday!
Hehehe! :8)

Woooots!
YAY!
Happy 20th Monthsary to us sayang!!
What a lovely number <3
And it's an even number! :D
We did make it this far :')
(How dare you asked if we'd make it or not to this 20th last month :p Haha! Nadawah :))

Hehe~
Sorry I made you go and check here and there since 11pm just now. Sengaja plg tu.
Huehue :8)

Anyway~ Was gonna attach an image here, but am having troubles :(
I thought I saved it on the desktop, I'm pretty sure I did save it there.
But I just can't seem to find it in my laptop :(

Hmmm... maybe I CAN'T find it, but YOU CAN ;)

There was exactly 11 capitals used wasn't it :p
Capital is a word right? :D

What's that word??

Huehue! Sorry!
I know you might be busy or what td/now.
Buuuut yea~ Good luck ;)
<3

P/s: So cool if you can find the shortcut :8)

Lights on!

Just got back home from tahlil 100 days arh my nene. Am so tired! Something happened td, which I'm not gonna tell :p But I can tell you that just now I didn't realize I was wearing my shirt tebalik~ So secara confident-nya I went down to my parents room to ask for my dad's hard drive/disc? And my mum and Mia was in the room, then...

Mum: Ane lagi sorang, sama jua! Mana ya sadar ne, baju mu atu ah~ tebalik
Mia was 'laughing-out-loud'
Mum: Sdh th bapamu! Waris th bnar eyh!

Then all three of them laughed... Rupanya before I went down my dad sama jua dua kali lima pkai his shirt tebalik td! HAHA! :D Cali wah tu! Almost at the same time :p Ok~ to me calilah~

My room was dark!!!! I was trying out this shirt then tukar balik to my previous shirt, so awulah I couldn't see it! Ntah!! It's been more than a year sdh wh rusak my lamp --'

So yea, I was kinda malu td arh my mum :p Then gtau lah psal the lampu, balik2 sdh becomplain, sanak kale dh kna dangar, aku pun sanak dh kn complain =( yth lama nada beusai --' Neway~ Rupanya after that my dad tarus usai the lamp in my room! :D :D That was mengajut, psal I was changing dbawah, I didn't realize my dad naik kn usai the lamp in my room :o Plus, I didn't really expect my dad to usai, since andang jua wah selalu betunda2~

I was a bit tekajut that my dad naik, I actually don't like anyone coming into my room, it's a MESS! The most untidy room in this house probably~ You can even compare it to the store room :p Kale~ Yth I was NOT in the mood for a lecture or apa when my dad masuk and see the state of my room~ But then nada!! :D HAHA! Nada at all wah ea comment :p Mcm he didn't see anything wrong, I guess immune kale sdh =')

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOTSS!

SO BRIGHT-ER MY ROOM!

WOOOTS!! =')

And GILA! I am so happy! The bulb that I bought last week (the one that Sir Taufik don't allow me to use for my project- huhu! sayang duit ku membali~) ...kena pakai!!!! =') Woots! So happy inda membazir~ But I'm actually happy mostly psal my dad cuba pasang that bulb arh this small lamp yg selama 5 years kami tinggal sini inda pernah bepakai, every room diatas has this lamp, and it worked!! Gila wah! mcm I'm so sakai right now~ 5 years! 5 years wah! And mcm tadi baruth ku first time cuba switch on that lamp pnya switch and something happened! :D It made my room feel a little bit more magical again~

Atu saja~ Bye! :P

HAHA!

Ok~ mcm nada guna this post. Biar tia wah! Peduli ku! :D Kinda lazy and dizzy now. But then there is probably someone that is thinking what the hell am I doing? Shouldn't I be doing my gp project for my presentation right now? Shouldn't I do my research instead of posting this up? :p HAHA! Awuwah~ to that someone, do not worry~ I'm staying up tonight, huhu! ='( Or maybe worry a little~ I might menyeleweng jua mseh :D

Huehuehue! =8) Eleksha!

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What do you do now

Dear anyone, Ijwstbhfm. Ittmta

Sigh... I'm just so close to giving up already. [Deleted everything else]

I'm just gonna have to try and live with this. Ok? :D

Keep yourself together please. You're more than what they think you are. Hold on for a little bit longer ok, everything will be alright :D

Be a friend

Paramore collab on youtube so lawa!! My god =')

Couldn't find a way to embed the video using my phone, boo!! ='( Oh well~ Nanti saja :D I don't know why paramore songs keeps on playing in my head recently. It's addictive! Unfortunately my ipod is not with me! =( Cuai eh! But I am so thankful for what happened then! So sooooo glad ada c Anah to save the day =') Thank you Nah! <3 I owe you a lot!

Gasp! Pure and stats book is in that bag as well =(

Read yourself

Only when you're happy they are there. They don't need you when you're useless & complaining. I know that. You're sad or down? No~ You're so gonna be ditched. They wouldn't care to get involved with that, what were you thinking?! :D Oh boy~ I guess you're own your own. Come on~ everyone has their own problems, everyone has to face their own problems. Only difference is maybe they have support from someone. Dear me~ look at you. Abandoned? Who do you have? Apparently no one so far seems to care eh? :p Aww~ Well that's life kido. You're not alone... HAHA! I lied. You are alone ;)

Let's just hope out of miracle, someone will prove this theory wrong. You would love that now wouldn't you? I kinda sense you're actually begging for it :) How sad...

Want milk tea green tea? =(

Owh~ great! :)

Home alone with him, next door to each other. Both locked.

Fu! I'm hungry!!

Yellow cars!!

I don't know why bnyak yellow cars today, mcm bnyak wah bnar than usual. Even otw to school sdh 5 yellow cars, andang plg every morning tu ada yg 2 buah atu, & sometimes the other two, hee :D But still it was so weird, psal later on I saw more of it. Huhu! Makin rindu wah jadinya~ It always reminds me of Zeerul :)

So today I went to school WITHOUT my bag!! :p Haha! Sekadar~ Biasa plg sdh tu last year during exam or apa, but ane non-exam time wah yth pelik :p

Anyway, I didn't bring my bag psal tinggal in my mum's car because yesterday I went home early, & too desperate to lay down apa, I just left it there. So this morning I didn't realize plg yg bag ku missing :p Haha! My mum plg tu last minute gtau mseh dkerita, but then malas pnya pasal, malas tah ku kn ambil~ padahal ampir :p

Went to school with nothing but me fully clothed!! And my awesome-filled-pencil case plus my files plus some maths book :p Actually all the things that I need are all there plg sdh, d&t nada pyh apa2 since I know there will be a new notes given, physics new practical, ps then no gp, and lastly maths go through sja some questions that I didn't even know we're supposed to do :p Hence, resulting me being so confident in not finding the need to bring the bag :D

My god! Did I just spent 3 paragraphs trying to explain that!? HAHA! Gila boring tu eh! :p

Yea~ I tend to say or write things longer than necessary. Boo! =( My summary skill is very terrible!! But I need to summarize things for my gp test tomorrow --' Hmmph... Gp project not progressing at all. Sucks!! I loved projects & I usually nailed it! Eyyah! Perasan ;) Haha! But the problem now is I no longer have my laptop ='( It's dead!! Huhu! Plus I have no interest in gp at all :p haha! I blame it all on my brother for that. Seriously, last year I like the idea of gp with the projects and all, but then my brother said something & told me to ignore the subject at all cost --' It was kinda annoying psal that ruined it, and I was really influenced by his view when I would've liked it. But then boo! Apa bleh buat, too late. Asal pass sja he said then good enough, then focus on the others.

I know~ I'm getting bored too~ HAHA! :p Ok bye!

Boo! I really really miss someone right now ='( cwtshs! <3 :D

I've got so much love for you darling

The bep song was stuck in my head when I got home today, so youtubed it td while makan so dpt jua dngar kn, dari nda blurus music nya in my head ;) And at that time Mia was there as well, she was listening to the song jua, then she asked me...

Mia: Ka, cuba kaka imagine if abg zeerul nyanyi lagu atu arh kaka. Apa kaka rasa?

Pelik! Haha, that made me smile so wide. Lurus2 wah ;) Ok! Funself sja ku :p

Tunak2 tun nanti lah ah ;)

Doodle mee

I think I will try to use last year pnya doodles into this year pnya carving project!! Why didn't I think of it earlier?! --'

Friday~ Friday~

I can't sleep! I really cannot sleep! Huhu! Seksa psal so paning now ='( And my throat is getting worst! Huhu! I don't want to get sick! Before, I would've said I'd love to so I can skip school, but now I just really don't want that. (Aww~ I'm less malas-er than before =') Finally! So glad about that :D )

Unfortunately, I do still think of not going to school later :p Haha! Sama juanya pmls mseh 2x5, wey! I slept early td because I was so dizzy, didn't get to study for my test, yth :D Then I set my alarm to wake me up at 12, so I have time to decide and think of how I should tell my dad & Hurin about not going to school with only 16c of credit left :p Haha! Sanggup~ Menyasal plg now, psal since then inda mau tdor blik ='( Huhu! And I still haven't decided --'

Dad, Mia & my bro coughing sja recently, drg cuti sdh msatu, my sister damam awal sdh a few weeks ago? Now tinggal me and my mum saja lagi~ Boo! I hope if dman pun it's just a one day thing, I don't want to get sick for esuk! ='(

Bridex starts kemarin! Ertinya my handsome mean man start sdh makin busy and occupied :o Eyyah~ haha! I don't want to kacau him much, the times when he's not busy is usually the time he needs the rest. So as a good girlfriend, I let him rest yes ;D Part of me ada plg mau kn tamak~ but biartia, after all this are done baruth Imma force you to spend time with me!! :D Hopefully tomorrow I get to meet him there, I really really miss him~ Hopefully menjadi smua amin :D

Ok! I am so very very dizzy and very very hungry and very lah very craving for yogurt and kebab right now!! ='( Sigh~ terseliur sja... Paning eyh! Adangth, good night!! Bye!! :D

I said I should go, because I want to hear you say stay.

Been having a rough time recently, so stressed out with school. I have about a month to finish up at least 5 models of my D&T project. Physics been giving a LOT of work, I need to pass the next test to avoid getting in the star list. I'm not in it but cher warned everyone that she might just put anyone of us if we fail the next test. Really don't need that. I'm kinda behind in maths, sigh~ It's not on the top of my to do list, and I regretted that. But what can I do, I can't manage my time well, and it's just a lot of work to take in. And another project coming up. I just hope I can cope with everything & get it all done.

The talk that never listens

Can't even have a real conversation without... sigh

The lack of support, was there even one, seems like every time I tell them about my choices, it was never good enough, not even ever good in their eyes, do you have to make me feel so foolish every time. Why can they, not me.

No one would give a dm so go get yourself another bottle to fill it in :)

The 2nd time! :D

Wish I have an animal companion =(

2 weeks =)

I love my boyfriend :)

He's so cawir :D

Gonna sleep now. Bismillah :)

New leaf

Woohoo! I managed to learn how to do gif in PSE! :D

I miss my laptop. Should get it fix soon :)

Only you~

Do you know I really value our relationship more than anything. Believe me I never ever want to lose it. So let's make full use of this love. To take a breath and realize all the things that we couldn't see before. It is not to forget, but a time to be appreciated. So please do remember that I love you :)

Now let's have a kit kat ;)

I've gone identity mad

So mannnnyyy drafts! :P Well I guess I didn't really have the time as I said I would've 0=p Neway~



Remember this song! :D I remember a few years ago, Mika was such a big hit, and this song keeps on playing on the radio. And I loved it, kinda miss this. It brings back such memories :)

Sorry

Accidentally saw this video posted up by joules I think :) Got so curios and ended up watching the whole thing.



At 12mins... I couldn't stop myself and actually cried non-stop ='(

Gila deeeep~

At 6.36: "Bottom line is, someone stops trying"

To dear Azeerul, my love. I don't want us to end up like that. Please never stop trying. I'm sorry I've been a jerk, if it's worthed, then it's worth the fight. So please never stop trying, and I will try to do the same.

I love you.

I know recently my actions has been clouding your eyes on how I feel for you, but it's because how much you really mean to me that I can get so easily... emotionally... I dunno... Point is, whatever you do can easily affect me, either in a good, or a bad way.

The road is never easy when we want it to be, if it's that easy then it won't mean a thing. The hard times that we'll go through together, is what can prove how strong and true we are.

I love you my dear.

Now I beg you for us to stay together, because together, we shall go through this April and kick ass!! :D

Love, Liy :)

The world won't care if you're down

HAHAHAHAHA! LOL!

This just cheered my night soooooo much!! =')