Read yourself

Only when you're happy they are there. They don't need you when you're useless & complaining. I know that. You're sad or down? No~ You're so gonna be ditched. They wouldn't care to get involved with that, what were you thinking?! :D Oh boy~ I guess you're own your own. Come on~ everyone has their own problems, everyone has to face their own problems. Only difference is maybe they have support from someone. Dear me~ look at you. Abandoned? Who do you have? Apparently no one so far seems to care eh? :p Aww~ Well that's life kido. You're not alone... HAHA! I lied. You are alone ;)

Let's just hope out of miracle, someone will prove this theory wrong. You would love that now wouldn't you? I kinda sense you're actually begging for it :) How sad...

Want milk tea green tea? =(

Owh~ great! :)

Home alone with him, next door to each other. Both locked.

Fu! I'm hungry!!

Yellow cars!!

I don't know why bnyak yellow cars today, mcm bnyak wah bnar than usual. Even otw to school sdh 5 yellow cars, andang plg every morning tu ada yg 2 buah atu, & sometimes the other two, hee :D But still it was so weird, psal later on I saw more of it. Huhu! Makin rindu wah jadinya~ It always reminds me of Zeerul :)

So today I went to school WITHOUT my bag!! :p Haha! Sekadar~ Biasa plg sdh tu last year during exam or apa, but ane non-exam time wah yth pelik :p

Anyway, I didn't bring my bag psal tinggal in my mum's car because yesterday I went home early, & too desperate to lay down apa, I just left it there. So this morning I didn't realize plg yg bag ku missing :p Haha! My mum plg tu last minute gtau mseh dkerita, but then malas pnya pasal, malas tah ku kn ambil~ padahal ampir :p

Went to school with nothing but me fully clothed!! And my awesome-filled-pencil case plus my files plus some maths book :p Actually all the things that I need are all there plg sdh, d&t nada pyh apa2 since I know there will be a new notes given, physics new practical, ps then no gp, and lastly maths go through sja some questions that I didn't even know we're supposed to do :p Hence, resulting me being so confident in not finding the need to bring the bag :D

My god! Did I just spent 3 paragraphs trying to explain that!? HAHA! Gila boring tu eh! :p

Yea~ I tend to say or write things longer than necessary. Boo! =( My summary skill is very terrible!! But I need to summarize things for my gp test tomorrow --' Hmmph... Gp project not progressing at all. Sucks!! I loved projects & I usually nailed it! Eyyah! Perasan ;) Haha! But the problem now is I no longer have my laptop ='( It's dead!! Huhu! Plus I have no interest in gp at all :p haha! I blame it all on my brother for that. Seriously, last year I like the idea of gp with the projects and all, but then my brother said something & told me to ignore the subject at all cost --' It was kinda annoying psal that ruined it, and I was really influenced by his view when I would've liked it. But then boo! Apa bleh buat, too late. Asal pass sja he said then good enough, then focus on the others.

I know~ I'm getting bored too~ HAHA! :p Ok bye!

Boo! I really really miss someone right now ='( cwtshs! <3 :D

I've got so much love for you darling

The bep song was stuck in my head when I got home today, so youtubed it td while makan so dpt jua dngar kn, dari nda blurus music nya in my head ;) And at that time Mia was there as well, she was listening to the song jua, then she asked me...

Mia: Ka, cuba kaka imagine if abg zeerul nyanyi lagu atu arh kaka. Apa kaka rasa?

Pelik! Haha, that made me smile so wide. Lurus2 wah ;) Ok! Funself sja ku :p

Tunak2 tun nanti lah ah ;)

Doodle mee

I think I will try to use last year pnya doodles into this year pnya carving project!! Why didn't I think of it earlier?! --'

Friday~ Friday~

I can't sleep! I really cannot sleep! Huhu! Seksa psal so paning now ='( And my throat is getting worst! Huhu! I don't want to get sick! Before, I would've said I'd love to so I can skip school, but now I just really don't want that. (Aww~ I'm less malas-er than before =') Finally! So glad about that :D )

Unfortunately, I do still think of not going to school later :p Haha! Sama juanya pmls mseh 2x5, wey! I slept early td because I was so dizzy, didn't get to study for my test, yth :D Then I set my alarm to wake me up at 12, so I have time to decide and think of how I should tell my dad & Hurin about not going to school with only 16c of credit left :p Haha! Sanggup~ Menyasal plg now, psal since then inda mau tdor blik ='( Huhu! And I still haven't decided --'

Dad, Mia & my bro coughing sja recently, drg cuti sdh msatu, my sister damam awal sdh a few weeks ago? Now tinggal me and my mum saja lagi~ Boo! I hope if dman pun it's just a one day thing, I don't want to get sick for esuk! ='(

Bridex starts kemarin! Ertinya my handsome mean man start sdh makin busy and occupied :o Eyyah~ haha! I don't want to kacau him much, the times when he's not busy is usually the time he needs the rest. So as a good girlfriend, I let him rest yes ;D Part of me ada plg mau kn tamak~ but biartia, after all this are done baruth Imma force you to spend time with me!! :D Hopefully tomorrow I get to meet him there, I really really miss him~ Hopefully menjadi smua amin :D

Ok! I am so very very dizzy and very very hungry and very lah very craving for yogurt and kebab right now!! ='( Sigh~ terseliur sja... Paning eyh! Adangth, good night!! Bye!! :D